John Rybicki
bio
The Violin now, my God the Violin
Lord, you nail your angels down
in such a fleshy house.
We're all hides and heads
mounted in a sky
that scrolls itself away from us.
We just want to lie down
in our own blood
at night and float.
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Days we find the violin
washed up: we try it and it floats.
It makes a fine house.
We remember the strings that stretched
from our mother's navel
to her throat.
The way we'd pluck them
with a broom handle
over our heads
dusting for cobwebs.
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The tablecloths are so white
and pretty here,
when we're not scraping
skyscrapers off our plates.
Now our bodies live
in the water. We try to remember
the rowing out of her
that produced this ache.
In the cafeteria, we dip our spoons
into our bowls of soup.
It's dusty at the bottom
if, say, you carve a violin
out of a woman's
hand.
*
You sow the soil
in the musty hull of our boat.
Some prefer cherry trees
in their violins for climbing.
Nights at the football games
are lovely too: you trample the stands
with the rest of the herd,
swallow the halogen lights.
You are powerful.
You have a violin at home and it floats.
Strange fish thump
against your walls: proof
that a mother's heart goes on
knocking.
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Of course, your violin leaks
when it rains. The rain taps all night
into your coffee cups,
your chamber pots.
You feel like drowning
each night, don't you?
You line your walls with socks,
and your arms fall like vines
all over the floor.
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